NERVES, ANXIETY and Hormones Take Over.....

I should have bit my tongue in the last post about loving being pregnant. I still love it, BUT i am freaking, nervous and definitely nesting. I had the past three days where hormones got the best of me. I just couldnt stop crying about anything and everything. How do women deal with this for 9 months of emotional roller coasters---I am sorry! I am nervous about giving birth, nervous about being a good mommy and just worried as I have no idea what to expect. on top of that rates are at a historical low and work is crazy, if she came now, I am soo not ready to leave, as I plan on working up until she comes. I think I am going to work on getting organized at work first, then deal with the house. I feel like there is SOO much left to do and we will never finish it all!